LOVE SAID TO ME

I worship the moon.
Tell me of the soft glow of a
candle light
and the sweetness of my moon.

Don't talk about sorrow,
tell me of that treasure,
hidden if it is to you,
then just remain silent.

Last night
I lost my grip on reality
and welcomed insanity.
Love
saw me and said,
I showed up.
Wipe you tears
and be silent.

I said, O Love
I am frightened,
but it's not you.
Love said to me,
there is nothing that is not me.
be silent.

I will whisper secrets in your ear
just nod yes
and be silent.

A soul moon
appeared in the path of my heart.
How precious is this journey.

I said, O Love
what kind of moon is this?
Love said to me,
this is not for you to question.
be silent.

I said, O Love
what kind of face is this,
angelic, or human?
Love said to me,
this is beyond anything that you know.
Be silent.

I said, please reveal this to me
I am dying in anticipation.
Love said to me,
that is where I want you:
Always on the edge,
be silent.
You dwell in this hall of
images and illusions,
leave this house now
and be silent.

I said, O Love,
tell me this:
Does the Lord know you are
treating me this way?
Love said to me,
yes He does,
just be totally…

totally… silent

I rise

You may write me down in history
With your bitter, twisted lies,
You may trod me in the very dirt
But still, like dust, I'll rise.

Does my sassiness upset you?
Why are you beset with gloom?
'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells
Pumping in my living room.

Just like moons and like suns,
With the certainty of tides,
Just like hopes springing high,
Still I'll rise.

Did you want to see me broken?
Bowed head and lowered eyes?
Shoulders falling down like teardrops.
Weakened by my soulful cries.

Does my haughtiness offend you?
Don't you take it awful hard
'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines
Diggin' in my own back yard.

You may shoot me with your words,
You may cut me with your eyes,
You may kill me with your hatefulness,
But still, like air, I'll rise.

Does my sexiness upset you?
Does it come as a surprise
That I dance like I've got diamonds
At the meeting of my thighs?

Out of the huts of history's shame
I rise
Up from a past that's rooted in pain
I rise
I'm a black ocean, leaping and wide,
Welling and swelling I bear in the tide.
Leaving behind nights of terror and fear
I rise
Into a daybreak that's wondrously clear
I rise
Bringing the gifts that my ancestors gave,
I am the dream and the hope of the slave.
I rise
I rise
I rise.

Kau bidadari ..

Kamu,
Hatiku dag dig dug
Saat aku melihatmu..
Jatuh di hadapanku..
Buatku buru buru..
Mendekatimu..

Langsung saja kutanya padamu,
Apakah kau baik baik saja,
Dengan berani kunyatakan rasa cinta...
Karena kau...

Kau bidadari ..
Jatuh dari surga...
Di hadapanku..

Kau bidadari..
Jatuh dari surga..
Tepat di hatiku..

So baby please be mine,please be mine oh mine...

Karena hanya aku..
Sang pangeran impianmu...
Oh bidadariku...

Tentang Hatiku

Aku,
Pernah merasa terluka karena mu
Kamu,
Pernah menoreh pedih dihatiku
Kita,
Pernah juga terbakar api amarah yang sama
Acapkali aku berucap ingin mengabaikanmu

Membencimu,
Dan menghapus semua tentangmu
Tapi yang kusadari kini
Kamu tak pernah beranjak pergi

Separah apapun luka yang kamu beri
Ada bagian dalam kalbuku yang selalu mengingatmu,mengenangmu
dan merindu.....
Berharap suatu waktu untuk menatapmu lagi dan lagi

Kamu....
Yang tlah pergi dan takkan kembali
Kan kubiarkan satu sisi kalbuku menghuni tentangmu
Hari ini , esok , tanpa batasan waktu
Selamanya.... seperti janjimu dulu....

ABOUT A GIRL

Her cheek as red as rose
Her heart as harmless as a dove

Her face as round as an apple

Her body as round as a bell
Her will as tough as nails

Her skin as white as snow
Her lips as red as a blood

She dresses as proud as a peacock
She felt as cold as a fog

She moved as graceful as a swan
She acted as gentle as a lamb

Her words as silent as a grave
A grave
A silent place where she really exist
Young girl, young dying girl

A girl
The one who was wet behind the ears

You Are My Everything | (Kau Segalaku)

You are my everything

My heart and soul

I thought I had dug my grave

But you pulled me out of that hole

When I am lost in the dark

You are my shinning light

You chase away the darkness

That haunts my dreams at night

You are my strength

That carries me to another tomorrow

You are my hope

That replaced my everlasting sorrow

You are my healer

That healed all my scars

You are my angel

Sent from the brightest of stars

When I thought there was nothing more

And my life was at an end

You came into my life

And my heart you did mend

You are my joy

That filled my empty heart

You made my life whole

When it was torn apart

When I found you

I was free from all torment

You are my angel

That was heaven sent

You mean so much to me

You are the only one I adore

You are my everything

I could ask for nothing more

Mencari Makna Ulang Tahun

Tak terasa waktu
Berjalan dengan cepatnya
Hari berganti hari
Bulan berganti bulan
Tahun berganti tahun
Kini,
Ditengah kesunyian malam
Diselimuti hembusan angin dingin
Dinaungi indahnya cahaya bulan dan bintang
Hanya terdengar nyanyian jangkrik dan katak
Aku duduk terdiam
Menunggu detik-detik Ulang Tahun Ku
Kemudian, Ku mulai merenung
Berpikir dan berfilsafat
Menyusuri labirin-labirin pikiranku
Guna mencari kebermaknaan
Hatiku diselimuti kebimbangan
Jiwaku dipenuhi ketanda-tanyanya
Apakah benar usiaku bertambah
Ataukah usia takdirku berkurang
Jika benar usiaku bertambah
Apakah kini aku semakin dewasa
Semakin mengetahui akan hakikat diriku
Semakin mengerti akan hakikat dunia
Semakin memahami akan hakikat hidup
Jika benar usiaku bertambah
Apakah kini aku semakin bijaksana
Bijaksana melakukan aktivitas keseharianku
Bijaksana mengemban amanahku
Bijaksana menjalankan kehidupanku
Jika benar usiaku bertambah
Apakah aku sudah mempunyai mimpi-mimpi
Mimpi-mimpi yang kan menjadi cita-citaku
Mimpi-mimpi yang kan kuwujudkan
Mimpi-mimpi yang kan menjadi tujuan hidupku
Sebaliknya, Jika usia takdirku berkurang
Apakah aku sudah bersungguh-sungguh
Dalam mengejar impianku
Dalam menggapai cita-citaku
Dalam mewujudkan tujuan hidupku
Jika usia takdirku berkurang
Apa yang telah kuberikan……
Tuk diriku, orangtua ku, sahabat-sahabatku, dan
Tuk dunia
Apakah aku sudah memberikan yang terbaik
Bagi diriku dan mereka semua yang aku sayangi
Entahlah
Yang pasti, yang kutahu
Jawaban itu ada dalam diriku
Jauh dilubuk hati, jiwa, dan pikiranku